Sunday, October 7, 2007

restless

last night i couldn't sleep. watched a storm come in. it was beautiful and a little scary. was exhausted and unsatisfied today. didn't want to be here or anywhere. nothing made me satisfied....felt like a wild animal in a cage. want to go travel and have adventures and be anonymous and learn new things. but for now.
i have to be satisfied kolkata, roommates who let me be stir crazy and love me anyways and three episodes of the office with a garlic chicken burger............
until my world tour that will be enough and that is good.
i love Jim and Pam on the office. i love that Sarah's new staff title is boss of dancing. i love that each of us have a signature dance move. i love that i found a number to take some dance classes but have been too scared to call. i love.........that i am not a person who lived over seas 75 years ago with no email, phones, atm's, computer etc because i would never make it!!!

1 comment:

Scott said...

I hear your heart is hungry for food it doesn't get enough of. A little recipe for some satisfaciton. Marinate your heart in the Psalms. Spend at least 30 minutes just hearing David's heart. Then roast your mind with what the Lord says about those who "fear Him" (common phrase: fear of the Lord). If you need some help with this last one i'll send you a word doc that may speed things along.

Love u sis-
Scott <><